forgetting sarah marshalls

ok now that i am properly rested and preoperly nourished, i can update my wekly post a little properly... haha

the whole week in my workplace was so slack la but on thu got range... hai feeling damm down after the whole bloody thing... I jux simply dun understand why that two hundred bucks was there for the taking and i just let it fly away! and before the range i was as usual talking big and say sure get two hundred dollars one! was shooting for two years got like so much experience it should be a piece of cake. DEN I F*****G screwed up! missed 4 in the day! how the hell do u miss 4 in the day when u have been holding a pistol for two years and aiming at a spot as big as ur fingernail!? ppl told me pistol very different from the weapon i am holding now. got much much more recoil and u using two hands now. but shouldn the technique I learnt before be able to be applied to the place i am going now??? what is more bewildering is that i missed at the easiest series! where not only do u use two hands u have external support! wtf wtf wtf! i am damm bloody pissed wif myself!

ppl think i am damm slack in my workplace but thats cos i dun see the need to be so on the ball, but when i finally am on the ball, i should just dash past everyone else in a flash. this activity was the first i am actually enthusiastic about! but wats the result! same old pitiful pass only! it has seriously got me thinking about myself and my character. do i actually think i am the best in everything? i concede that there are always ppl better than me but i always thot i am also high up above e majority. this has actually brought me crashing down to reality and go back to being part of the majority. which means i am just one of the COMMONers, which is not wat i am striving at totally! the first activity which i tried my best at actually gave me an identity crisis! how ironic! i think i should just stop putting in my best den!

and the worst part was when another got the two hundred dollars. i am not jealous or anyth, i am just pissed wif myself for being so worthless when i am always looking down on that another. trust me i am not starting to respect him or anyth, but more on feeling depressed.

ppl say that two years does not count when shooting this different type of weapon, but thats just words of comfort... wil and chris still did very well in it dun they! HAI...

ok so feeling depressed on thu, decided to go and make myself happier on bookout day! went to watch forgetting sarah marshalls (which should be the main point of my entry) wif zhexi after going home. supposed to met at 8 in the end met at 2040h! lol reached plaza sing @ 2105h! and caught the 2125h show! (I LOVE NUMBERSSS) so during the 20 min went arcade and persuaded zhexi to play ddr! haha! :P for a person who wants to be a wushu coach his leg eye co-ordination sucks totally!! haha was laughing at his failure to clear a 3 star song, should have seen how his LOOOONG legs moved man!!! LOL

ok so went to watch the show and its m18 for a very stupid reason OMG! the guy was stark naked! wtf lor i was like next time when they put the rating m18 for nudity they should bracket it wif (M) or (F)! like that den audience knows wat to expect rite! haha not that i am some sicko or sth la but i am thoroughly grossed out by this fat naked object staring back at me!

ok but all in all the movie had basically no plot but it was nonetheless funny wif lots and i mean lots of sexual innuendoes! was laughing out like damm loud la cos it was quite funny! haha! although one thing i feel quite disturbed about is how casual americans regard sex! they barely knew each other for few hours before they can already have sex like WTF! and those pure females who said"i'm not the kind for one night stands" actually knows a guy for 3 days before going to bed wif him WOW THATS LIKE AN ACHIEVEMENT RITE???

lol the movie ended at 11 plus and it was quite late and it feels also quite gay to be out wif just another guy till so late! haha weanted to go clarke quay after that de but too tired la... go there talk kok wif him also quite pointless lol den zhexi was like go there not talk one go hook up HAHA den i was like ya get 4 girls rite! one on the left and one on the right! den after that switch! LOL he was like cannot... liddat cannot focus! LOL! such a faithful guy zhexi!!! haha!

so after watching the movie i ended up wanting to watch more movies! lol cos the trailers all so nice lor! but first must watch WALLEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! haha! this one as i told ppl must watch wif girls one! watch wif guys really supremely gay la pls! haha!

next is tropic thunder! den house bunny and all the boys love mandy lane!!! WOOHOO!!! who wanna watch any of these shows come tell mi!!! i will definitely go!!! WOO!!!

-exeunt(leaving the scene/exit)- (know the meaning now? haha)

ipod classic

WOOHOO!!!! i have finally lain my hands on a new 80gb ipod classic!!! hahah went through so much waiting to finally get a free ipod! WOOHOO!!! LOL but 80gb is really alot sia i almost want to vomit blood trying to put all my songs into the device alr! put finish only use about 10gb lor lol! of cos i still added lots of coolio movies that involve lots of korean chio bus like han ga in and jeon ji hyun!!! WOO!!!! lol

hai going to exercise again where there are commando mosquitoes around. hai hai hai...

talking about ppl talking abt uni

Weekly updates for this week!
first things first, I AM PASSING OUT IN 2 WEEKS TIME WOOHOO!!! and in two more weeks we will all be free!!! haha

ok anyways was blog reading some of the ppl that i noe and most of them was about uni stuff and uni lessons. i feel like i am missing out lots of things like fooling ard wif frens and diaoing the lecturers haha! kinda reminiscing (is that the correct spelling lol) again about RJ life haha why wun time stand still when i am in jc why why why!!! everyone just tells me my time will come when i go back to uni and start studying haha but two years is quite a long time in doing sth that will not have any relevance in my life in the future! already i feel some of my frens feel very tired about me whining to them about the place i am currently attached to. hai...

I really fear what i will be like in two years time. already my speech is deterioriating exponentially i dunno if by the time i ORD i will be able to hold a normal conversation wif someone. there was this day i was arguing wif someone (not surprising) but the surprising thing was i actually stopped in my sentence midway trying to recall the word that i was going to use! OMG i was like wtf! what is happening to me! why are the normally spectacular words that are commonly associaterd wif me suddenly deserting me!!! what is happening to my grasp of the purus lingua! i think i am damned. what if in the late october i cant even hold a sophisticated conversation wif the oxford interviewers? haha hongkan liao lor.

lol ytd was forced to go rsaf open house (actually i will gladly go la if they dun force me also or else how to end early rite!) anw highlight of ytd was wat happened after the open house---drumrolls----- I WENT HOME AND SLEEP!

lol no la haha i decided to recharge my brain intellectually and went on a long journey to nus and decided to crash a physics lecture haha! wrong choice (not wrong choice in going there but wrong lecture to crash haha) but more on that later. when i reached there i saw eechong bloody hell stupid guy disrupt! i also want to disrupt! anw, when i saw all of them holding onto books and chatting happily i find myself quite distant from them haha! haha its like a case of so near yet so far! u can see them but cant reach out to them lol...

aiya away from the emo stuff! as i said i went to crash this physics lecture! and the topic was on some sort of music theory and wat frequency shit lol! wat c minor wat a b c d e f g also dunno wat the lecturer saying. den i asked my friend wat was the relevance in taking this, how will this affect ur future life. she said if she din take it, she would be taking a math module, which in my perspective is absolutely more practical rite not rite not! haha! and i think nus should try expanding their lecture theatre lol in the end our group was like sitting wif our backs against the wall on just a chair la... not even a table lololol. y so pathetic one!

i dun regret going all e way to nus noe in case somebody keep telling me i regret, REASSURE U K :P haha its been quite great talking to u again noe (face to face!) haha, esp on the mrt! :P

so after crashing nus, i went to city hall go comex wif chris tang, den some stupid prc in the station ask me how to get to funan. very difficult to explain in chinese so just told him dunno, in the end that fag asked me if i from singapore! like wtf! in wat way do i not look local??? in the end went comex for only half hour cos we spent our time eating at some jap restaurant! WOO SASHIMI IS GREAT esp salmon those fresh ones just melt in ur mouth, blissful blissful!!! :P :P :P

one last random note to add i think jeon ji hyun is damm hot like SIZZLING HOT!!! haha but not chaota ok! not chaota!

friends part II

I neva thought i would ever say this but out of my eighteen years of life, and a glorious one at that, I would safely say I met thousands maybe tens of thousands of ppl. I have interacted wif so many ppl and all of them just come and go, be it u know them for one year or five years, they will still go their own ways in the end. I thought that me being me, will not be affected by all this shit of ppl leaving and meeting new frens again. I thought I will be past this stage but apparently i am still only human wif feelings hahaha weird rite TGO talking abt this in such a tone...

I think frens are very important in ur life and although I noe most frens come and go, there are some u exceptionally miss when they go their separate ways haha. having known him since sec 3 but only knowing him better in j1, and also knowing that he will leave in the end of j2, I thought I will be nonchalant about his departure haha but how very wrong I was. Having never spoken to him for months, when I spoke to him today, I realised I missed seeing him alot, not just him la i realised but also many many many others whom i have not seen for months and have gone back to their country. although the physical distance is very far apart, when I first talked to him, its like finding back a lost fren who disappeared for months and reappearing recently. so u can basically sense my exhilaration when i saw him online haha! DONG! since u going to uk this year, I really look forward to meeting u in 2 years time! hahaha by den we go pub and party k! den go see chiobus together hahaha!!!

hai, talking to him brought me back to rj and ri days. its a far cry from wat we are experiencing now and i think those six years are the best years in my life! where we can diao teachers together, argue wif them, play soccer in class, and also CCAs! who can forget the memorable things we did together be it in ri or rj? hai thinking back i really think i din treasure enough the times i spend in school although I spend more time in school than at home.

anyway, different frens behave differently. this afternoon one guy simply pissed me off. he pissed me off so much i wanna strangle him. ytd night he said,"wah, just the right guy, thinking of going out tomorrow." i suppose this shld be him initiating the meetup? (if i am wrong in admonishing him, someone kindly enlighten me) so basically we shld be meeting in a grp, but because some ppl cant make it, it shld be three guys going la. and since this guy before meeting us is in bugis, we took the initiative to actually go marina square so it would be convenient for him. we reached there and waited for him, he dunno whether is because the other ppl cannot make it or wat la, in the end after waiting for him for ABOUT TEN TO TWENTY MINUTES, he just gave a simple phone call saying hey i dun think i dowan go already ok bye! and he SPORTINGLY just hung up! WOW THAT IS SIMPLY GREAT! i could hardly believe my ears when my fren told me this. pls somebody tell mi wats e meaning of this. u initiate a metup and in e end cancelled it? and its not like we are at home and havent gone out!

CMON WE ARE ALREADY AT THE BLOODY F******G PLACE AND U HAVE THE CHEEK TO JUST SAY DUN FEEL LIKE COMING? OK BYE??? WAT THE HELL DO U TAKE US FOR? UR DOGS AT UR BECK AND CALL? PLS I CANNOT STAND IT! THATS DOWNRIGHT RUDENESS AND U NOE BETTER THAN TO CROSS ME ON THAT BECAUSE I HAVE FLARED UP BEFORE ON SIMILAR ISSUES! remind me neva to obligingly agree whenever u ask me out again. i will not be fooled thank u very much.

-exeunt-

lol juz ytd someone commented on TGO's grammar, but He still has to let that someone know that most of the time when He blogs, He is blogging with a tired mind and cant concentrate too much on grammar, lol. If the message can get across, that will already be great haha! The next comment was on paragraphing, this one TGO will promise to work on it haha English seems to have deserted him since 090108(date of when all the shit atarts). WOW IS THIS THE FIRST TIME TGO ACTUALLY ACKNOWLEDGES HIS FAULT??? maybe He is changing his image!

ok so anyway this is a new paragraph! and i dunno wat to write i dunno wat to write i dunno wat to write. This may be a emo post but i dunno how to start.

U noe u spend so many years in school and u share many tears and joy with so many people and u thot u will know them for a very long time. But no, after graduation, people go into NS, people defer from NS (talking about u iw haha), others get into university and they just drift apart. its no matter whether u noe them for 2 years or six, people get busy and they just have no time for one another.

where are the friendships supposed to last a lifetime? supposed to be forged through trials and tribulations? Ppl juz seem to forget ur existence even though maybe sometimes u shared ur deep and darkest secrets wif them before! I am not blaming them. I just feel that maybe proximity and distance really matter in friendships. the nearer u are to them physically, the closer u are. but once u are separated with one another after jc, where ppl go their separate ways, the bonds u forged count for nothing.

sometimes, when i see someone whom i thought i knew very well, he/she looked like a stranger to me now, nothing to talk about, nothing in common, nothing to share. WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO EVERYONE? is this inevitable?

But anyway, back to wat happened this week. on friday night, the new j1s held a farewell party for the j2s. and we being extra and having nothing to do, decided to tag along because i thot there will be people from my batch going too! in the end ppl became busy and again, a chance to meet up is gone. Uni life is really busy i have to admit, but i feel such a waste when opportunities are there to maybe mend the broken or stretched bonds that we hold dear to, but obstacles abound.

More importantly, I want to dedicate this paragraph to Ms Chua! She is leaving for Harvard to further her education and I just knew about it! :( wanted to talk to her b4 she left but she couldnt make it to the chalet :( :(

I think in my 2 years in RJ, she was the closest teacher i had and i long regarded her more as a fren than a teacher (cos she din teach me!) haha! she is the only one who will talk rubbish wif mi one lor haha! everytime when I was talking to her, it would always be a very interesting conversation. Sometimes when i had problems and troubles, i still rmb, i will also get her to talk to me, and she will gladly do so. I will always remember the things that she did for me! THANK U MA'AM!!! :) :) :)

haha lastly i wanted to say about chris tangs drinking prowess! WOO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL! after the chalet which we stayed awhile, we (me,iw,chris) went clarke quay for dinner and drank a bit! haha! after drinking 5 mouthfuls, he gave us his bottle and said he cant drink cos he feling breathless! :P and im not finished, right after that, he just conked out on the table! haha he said he was damm tired but i think its jux e beer :P :P :P chris muz practice more noe!! haha later next time working sure get played one haha!!!


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AU-LEEM-PIGS

the auleempigs(as master pronounced) has started and it is of great pride that i see 2 of our fellow singaporeans getting eliminated on national day in the olympics. that is the day when we commemorate our 43rd year of independence and it is really heartening to see tao li getting into the finals of swimming, but at the same time, really "proud" to see 2 athletes get eliminated from the competition. i think that sometimes singaporeans get quite big in the head and think they can win everything because their skills are just so damm f!@#$%g good! pls! it is already miraculous if u can reign king of south-east asia, this is the AULEEMPIGS we are talking about! the year u win a gold medal is when PIGS fly. some athletes have joined the event for three times, which means they have honed their skill for at least twelve years(cos 4x3=12, so smart!)and if they cant win anyth jux forget about it. concentrate on being king of SEA den try to conquere asia bit by bit. dun put ur head too high, it will just roll down the ground. if it is juz making numbers to look big and not substantial, might as well dun go! its really disappointing if u get eliminated, but on national day? oh pls! spare us! look at some nations, their contingent of athletes are only 5-6, people laugh at them WHY SO LITTLE PPL GO? but have it occurred to you guys that these ppl may actually have a very high chance to win a medal? and wun it be more humiliating if these small contingent actually got one medal but such a big contingent that we posted out won none? pls, those wif high chance then bring them go! at least they get a fifth or sixth position we can still hold our heads up high! As detractors of our country has said before, we are jux a small little red dot. getting such a position wif such a small population is awesome alr. when we laugh at these small contingents, we are actually indirectly laughing at ourselves, and other countries would also be laughing at us. knowing our own limits is good (as they say in hokkien "smart good enuf alr, dun act smart") dun overestimate oneself.

another point which i am quite uncomfortable is when they start talking about their chances of a medal even before the games started, esp the newspaper! din they heard of dun count ur chickens before they are hatched? pls la its always the same, who have a high chance of winning a medal, who have the highest chance of winning, whose name will be recorded in the annals of history if who won. can the media just stop all this shit, u noe u are heaping unnecessary pressure on the athletes themselves?! u think so easy to win ah? u go and play la, all talk only! it happened in 2000 olympics to jing junhong, it happened in 2004 to lijawei say what bronze medal at least, in the end neva win anyth then talk talk talk say we could have won wat could have won wat! its not the athletes who dun want to win, newspaper talk so much cock for wat! even more hilarious--- if this athlete concentrate and focus and the other teams lose focus and got distracted then we would HAVE A CHANCE! again talk about ifs and if nots. media muz wake up, the world is not ur fantasy island, its nt a utopia u cant wish for everything u want and ifs and hypothesis will not come true if u jux wait for others to screw up. this should not be the mentality the media should be expounding! i would be supreme conqueror IF all my IFS come true right or not?!?!

TGO should jux simmer down abit dun u guys think so?

money no enufffff

mah see wa wu jit bah ban!!!! haha for those who have watched money no enough 2 i think everyone will agree wif me its more of a sobbing soap drama than a comedy. Jack neo only knows how to pull ppls heart strings by playing wif family ties and parental ties, a trait he is well known for the many number of movies he has directed. I am not saying he is not good, even our dear PM has already endorsed him as a good director who can take Singapore's film industry to greater heights, but i think if u wanna base ur latest movie on a success ten years ago, then it better be godamm good or at least make it wat its supposed to be! A BLOODY COMEDY! 80% of the time u see ppl crying (haha i noe in the theatre u are supposed to watch the movie instead of looking at ppl but if the person beside u is chio bu and looks nicer than the movie itself u will nonetheless look at the ppl crying rite!) ok fine i dun see ppl crying i hear them can! and after the movie my friend also say she saw everybody all red eyes one! HAHA OBVIOUSLY I DIN CRY LA! i think i too used to mr neos tactics and styles alr. after liang popo i dun think i cried in any movie he produced. but speaking about this supposed talent that is REVITALISING our cty's film industry, i rather think he is becoming abit too complacent. the latest move he did is to organise an activity like project superstar but now its director superstar! CMON PUHLEEEEEZ do u really think u are that good to sieve out directorial talents in this tiny red dot? all movies u did are only in local context! there is no international acclaim for any u directed, bar one called homerun! pls and u actually nominated someone in ur movie for best actor in the golden horse awards?!?! HAHAHA MAN! pls wake up ur idea. the day any local actor can win a famous, worldwide acclaimed HONGKONG actor in a HONGKONG awards ceremony will be the day when erp is abolished (wif reference to ur latest movie my esteemed sir)

but having said about lousy movies, i think i have to praise one movie which i recently watched. thats THE DARK KNIGHT! WOO! i tell u its worth the money for it is long and the actor is simply great! although it is supremely dark, it has many underlying notions and motifs that is truly relevant in the society, not just a single country, but the whole society! that is wat a good movie ahould be! and then there is the actor (hey today not actress k not some chiobu) haha! heath ledger playing joker is simply outstanding! cos he played the psychopath very well. there is no signs of fear in the face of death, u can almost see into his twisted mind what chaos he is planning, and how he can ruin gotham's knight in shining armour wif just one small plot! a pity he died due to drug overdose. but i think its also the roles he chose to act which culminated in his suicide. just lok at the roles! brokeback mountain--- a gay, batman--- a psychopath. to act very greatly, u must immerse urself in the role itself so imagine wat scatting he receives when he plays both those roles. its no surprise these roles play wif his mind as much as he plays these roles.

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