friends part II

I neva thought i would ever say this but out of my eighteen years of life, and a glorious one at that, I would safely say I met thousands maybe tens of thousands of ppl. I have interacted wif so many ppl and all of them just come and go, be it u know them for one year or five years, they will still go their own ways in the end. I thought that me being me, will not be affected by all this shit of ppl leaving and meeting new frens again. I thought I will be past this stage but apparently i am still only human wif feelings hahaha weird rite TGO talking abt this in such a tone...

I think frens are very important in ur life and although I noe most frens come and go, there are some u exceptionally miss when they go their separate ways haha. having known him since sec 3 but only knowing him better in j1, and also knowing that he will leave in the end of j2, I thought I will be nonchalant about his departure haha but how very wrong I was. Having never spoken to him for months, when I spoke to him today, I realised I missed seeing him alot, not just him la i realised but also many many many others whom i have not seen for months and have gone back to their country. although the physical distance is very far apart, when I first talked to him, its like finding back a lost fren who disappeared for months and reappearing recently. so u can basically sense my exhilaration when i saw him online haha! DONG! since u going to uk this year, I really look forward to meeting u in 2 years time! hahaha by den we go pub and party k! den go see chiobus together hahaha!!!

hai, talking to him brought me back to rj and ri days. its a far cry from wat we are experiencing now and i think those six years are the best years in my life! where we can diao teachers together, argue wif them, play soccer in class, and also CCAs! who can forget the memorable things we did together be it in ri or rj? hai thinking back i really think i din treasure enough the times i spend in school although I spend more time in school than at home.

anyway, different frens behave differently. this afternoon one guy simply pissed me off. he pissed me off so much i wanna strangle him. ytd night he said,"wah, just the right guy, thinking of going out tomorrow." i suppose this shld be him initiating the meetup? (if i am wrong in admonishing him, someone kindly enlighten me) so basically we shld be meeting in a grp, but because some ppl cant make it, it shld be three guys going la. and since this guy before meeting us is in bugis, we took the initiative to actually go marina square so it would be convenient for him. we reached there and waited for him, he dunno whether is because the other ppl cannot make it or wat la, in the end after waiting for him for ABOUT TEN TO TWENTY MINUTES, he just gave a simple phone call saying hey i dun think i dowan go already ok bye! and he SPORTINGLY just hung up! WOW THAT IS SIMPLY GREAT! i could hardly believe my ears when my fren told me this. pls somebody tell mi wats e meaning of this. u initiate a metup and in e end cancelled it? and its not like we are at home and havent gone out!

CMON WE ARE ALREADY AT THE BLOODY F******G PLACE AND U HAVE THE CHEEK TO JUST SAY DUN FEEL LIKE COMING? OK BYE??? WAT THE HELL DO U TAKE US FOR? UR DOGS AT UR BECK AND CALL? PLS I CANNOT STAND IT! THATS DOWNRIGHT RUDENESS AND U NOE BETTER THAN TO CROSS ME ON THAT BECAUSE I HAVE FLARED UP BEFORE ON SIMILAR ISSUES! remind me neva to obligingly agree whenever u ask me out again. i will not be fooled thank u very much.

-exeunt-